Didnt update my blog since Wed.... cos, i duno wat to write......... i kept all my sorrows in heart.I hope i cld.........................
I dare not let my tears roll, cos im afriad once i let go, i cant stop. I can onli force my to smile at everyone. Whenever i rched home, its a switch of channel again.
Friday- Went wee hong's hs for gathering. Actually im tired... but i insist tat i wanna go. Cos its like long time nv see joe, tianyu, wei le, chee hao and etc..... n further more i cant even slp....i rather make myself tired and faint anytime than trying hard to force myself on bed to lalaland.
Certain things tat you experience is part n parcel of life. Everyone will experience different things at diff time. its how u see it n how u handle it. I believe if oneself put in effort, there will definetly be improvement.
我们原本都开心,只是小误会,造成分离。现在的你真的比从前快乐吗?
For now, i need to save money to buy a mp3 player..... At least my journey wont b tat bored......
More than i can say
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
This morning, i felt so tired.... Body just wanna stick on bed...dun wanna gt up for work....
Rush to bath and headed to Bukit Batok for appt. Followed by meeting Lynn for lunch den rush back company again. Once i rched comp, there is so much things to do.... All staff having lunch yet im damn F*king busi editing and sending quotation and toking to my comp designer. Argh....
My collegue is playing song n relaxing herself, while im rushing for my work. Suddenli heard this song : More than i can say..... make mi stop n think...................
"i love you more than i can say"
this make mi took a break in work and post wat im doing now....
Im realli shag.... i need a rest badly..........
Vel is back to work.... Jia you ba
脑累,脚累,可是心不累
Words tat i dun bear to say
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Thanx for making the effort to acc mi for dinner.....
I can feel how u r feeling now......
Ting suggested to stop contacting for the time being, is sumthing tat i nv wanted to. Is becos i felt tat im selfish, i shld say tat, n i bring up my guards n send t.he msg across. its better tat i suffer rather than seeing u wif a sad face....
When i saw the reply ok followed by yap... i .............................
haiz.......... how can i stop caring..... guess wat i can do is to write all i wanna say here..... y once again we gt into this stage....
我们说好的约定呢?
我相信你会学,也相信我们能够。
how m i gonna smile tml? how m i gonna work tml? I'm sad... Im stress.... i dunno how long more can i hold on..........
怀念sunday nite 的笑容。。。tat is when i realli smile and laugh happily..... Tat was the moment where the world onli u n mi exist.
i missed those smiles
Cant stop thinking.......
I missed the laughter we used to hav..................
i Missed.......................
Words can never express what you mean to me
Words can never express what you mean to me............