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Sunday, November 29, 2009

I cant take the pain le.......... im so pain..... i cant stop crying....

婷又失眠了


婷又失眠了。。。。。

Today : 8days le, jiu stil havent come ard..... I pray deep in heart..................

i tot after a long tiring day ytd, i could just slp.....haiz.... how to sslp well if every 1 or 2 hours i keep waking up? At ard 7am this morning, i received a msg from someone i dunno, i guess sms wrong person ba.... Becos of he/she,i cant slp anymore........



From ytd afternoon, i was thinking whether shld i? i stopped myself. but this morning i asked. although i no its impossible tat our plan for today will still carry on. Final confirmation, i ruined everything.

I told myself to go back to slp, dun hop on the phone wif both remain silent.......

我真的睡不下。。。谁能听见我说的话?



谁了解什么叫爱情?

爱情是两个人相爱,互相了解,体谅,支持,关心和爱护。

爱情不简单,相爱不容易



相爱没错,失恋也无罪。。。。。



she is just scared..... 一次的感动,两次的痛,二次的相信,双倍的伤,三次的肯定,察不掉的悲



1st: Bro-sis loving and not compatible - 你说你会学。我相信

2nd: 不适合- 说好的约定,有话好好说

3rd: ................



Breakup is a very strong word to used. Dun cal mi .... anymore is hurting.....



Breakup this word shld b used when you really find tat the r/s cant work and most likeli cant get back. Its hurting when a r/s alway break n patch.



This is nt a game? there was once she said : 以前是以前,现在是现在,以后是以后,cos she dun wanna mixed everyting up. 当你在路边唱原谅我, 她很感动,高兴,可是也害怕。

结果结局还是一样。。。。原来过了一年,她还是傻瓜



When you apologise, y do others accept and not angry at all? Did u ever tot abt it?

Cos the person cares and loves, n believe that as long as you realise, forgiveness shld b given. N She see it as a small things (although deep inside, on tat day, she was really upset when u just walk away) Nobody no wat happen tat day!!! She was dwn, she sms her friend, she friend told her: Im sick of it i dun wan to no. She called another friend, they was at photo-shoot.

Neither do they cares to ask her along nor anyone wan to listen.... At the moment, she felt shit..... when all her friend needed her she was there, when she needed sumone.... WHO IS THERE?





She dun have the heart to quarrel, to blame or show anger.

Yap she hurt u, she make you worried and waste a trip dwn. All the things she did, she nv give a tot.



HOw abt how she felt? she is afraid but she is willing to try..... When u decided to give up, she respect your decision. When u decide to gt back, she willing to try......... Yes, when u heard this, you will just pause for awhile and say softly, yes its my fault. She is not blaming you.... but she just trying to let u understand.....



He: I buey tahan liao. She: I‘'m really sorry.

她受伤了。。。。

我们都受了伤。。。

all she can do is to minimise your injury....

Sorry if i didnt phraase it nicely, as what i tot of n how im feeling now, i just type without phrasing it in a rite way.....I believe pple who no mi understand wat i mean Im just writing to make myself feel better....

Saturday


I was late for work.... guess wat? 我又失眠了...... haiz....

After work, i went ktv wif carol... we sang and screamed....thanx for spending time wif mi...
At ard 8plus den i took my first meal of the day. Surprisiing the whole day i dun feel hungry at all. Even when i started to eat, i couldnt eat much....
Having gastric pain after i ate chicken chop.... Haiz.....

By rite tml shld b a happy and wonderful day, going for lunch, shopping n etc.... but i ruined it. :(

I just saw those pic tat i took at dbl o.... I wont want it to happen again..... I hate the pic! How i hope i can delete ALL!!!!
这些都不是我想要的。。。 我想念1116,1117。

y do couples quarrel

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Y must couples alway quarrel? If a r/s doesnt have any arguments or disagreement happen, this is not cal r/s.

Couples shld solve their pro togther, when things happen, it make both understand each other better.

In all journey, nthing will be smooth, pro will occurs, is how both handle and solve it.

Both gone so far, hardwork shld pay off.

Breaking dwn

Friday, November 27, 2009

Past few days, im trying hard to cool off myself. Really quite emotion as jiu stil havent comes awake. Ytd suppose to visit him, but when i reached home, mama change her mind and dun allow mi to go, and we nearly quarrel.

Went plasma awhile n headed dwn to DBL O wif Lionel n Ah Liang to meet all my sweetie.

At first i did said i dun feel like going, just mayb go awhile. But i was stil upset, when i started drinking at plasma, i really feel like drinking. Just tat i didnt tel u.

When i rched dbl o, I heard mick they all order wat lambo....... drink (Its a flamable drink) , i can honestly said mi n liang was quite afriad to drink. N this is not wat i feel ling drinking.
Feel like drinking mean... i feel like drinking mayb drinks like vodka canberry... just chilling.
After tat we had tequila shots and jager bomb and etc.... I no i cant drink tat much le, so i sms you and asked to send mi back.

I kept going to the bar counter asking for ice water, whenever i go wif carol or whoever, i will ask for 2, so as to quickly drink and gt rid of the liqour.


Hong hong, i wld like to apologise, sorry I mis read the msg, i left without waiting for you.

I couldnt find the rest, so i went to collect my bag on my own, i was so afriad at tat point of time cos im abit high, i vomitted outside when im looking for toilet outside dbl o. den secondli hp hang. i tried off n on,but stil having sum pro. den i tried changing hp but sum how the hp screen appears insert sim card.


I was really panick. Im so lost. I did told lionel we go back on our own. he insisted to send all back. Carol was drunk and she was making alot of noise beside mi. And ah liang and lionel was ard too. i didnt dare to let others no cos tat is alway the case we gt to hide. I was just gan jiong and my mind was like blank... all i no is i have to faster put back my sim card and make the phone work, n cal u.


Im really sorry.... i shldnt hav cos this shit. I was so dwn when u said dun cal u ........ anymore.........

Liquor in my body, i created shit, i disappoint u, my uncle is in hospital yet i cant even visit and acc zizi, i felt so useless.....

Im totally gone..........

Im just a rotten apple,i'm cui, i have nthing gd, i alway cos trouble,i alway take advantage of other, wo jia li hai, cant drink yet i stil drink.....

在你们的心理,我总是那个不好的人。Im feel so demoralise, nv have any praising. Am i really tat cui?

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I can feel sumthing went wrong! Hopefulli this is 错觉。

人们辛苦的为想要的东西奋斗,就是希望能成功,也会感到高兴。但有几个人会记得当初走过的路?

人真的要学会珍惜

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

First, i would like to apologise if anyone out there hav been affected by my mood. Its really hard to control. I dun throw my anger, just tat is really worried n sad. I just hope u can b in my shoe n think, its realli sad for mi! Cos he is part of my family.

I'm aready smiling and joking.... n didnt dare to cry..... but sorri i really cant help or change how i felt after i called zizi... Now we all pray and hope Jiu will wake up soon.

现在,我只想赶快去看我最亲爱的舅舅!
kaykay.... 看得你的时候,的确让我开心和安慰多了。


我以为唱的用心良苦,你总会对我多点在乎。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

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